Thursday, November 13, 2014

who will love the least of these?

I struggle on and off with handing over my fears, worries and questions to my God. He tells us over and over to trust Him, let Him take care of us because His plan is good. It is better than good-- it's amazing! And so when I forget to hand over my life, every aspect of it, to my God I experience this doubt and that is exactly what the enemy wants. I need to stand strong and I need to pray daily to let God take control of my life. I don't get to ask once and let it be... this is a piece of me that I need to continue to strive towards day in and day out.

 I know we are walking God's plan for our life and I know that the plan for our family is to grow through adoption which we are so excited about, but that doesn't take away the fears, worries and questions that I have. I just need to remember to completely let go, trust God and jump in with two feet. He has got it handled and He has called us to love the least of these. My son, Solomon, is so loved not only by us but by our God. He was not forgotten and we are so thankful for that! 

I have listened to this song, Kings and Queens by Audio Adrenaline, over and over and experience different emotions every time. I have joy, sadness, love, excitement, doubt and it all happens over again. But I hold on to the reminder that we were those orphans until we were adopted into God's family. He loves us no matter what and He clothes us in His majesty. What could be better than that?


be blessed
~shaeline