Monday, May 27, 2013

Garage Sale Fundraiser

 A few weeks ago on May 10 & 11 we put on a garage sale. It started about 2 months previously with asking friends, family and coworkers for donations of any items they did not want. We gathered, sorted, priced (all with our parents help) and finally the day arrived to set it all up. 

On Friday we started setting up around 4:00 and people started coming around 5:00 even though we weren't opening until 6:00. It was a whirlwind day and I am so thankful for our parents and a good friend who were there to help! Saturday we did the same thing but this tim it was much earlier :). 


It was a great day with my parents- Brent and Doris, Josh's parents- Clive and Grace, our friends- Kathy, Jeremy and Sabine, and my sister who came in from Wynyard- Janelle!

I know there was so many more people who helped us with this fundraiser! It's amazing to see God's provision and God's work in this way! We were beyond blessed and can't thank everyone enough! Here are just a few pictures of the amazing weekend!





All 3 previous pictures are before! The donations were amazing!!




(not so sure why it changed shape but the baking donated was amazing!)

Our sweet amazing set up- Thank you to everyone who helped!!


What is left- about 8 boxes, 8 bags and a few other items. AMAZING!!!


Our garage sale friend! 



Just a few of our youngest helpers--Owen and Sabine

Thank you for everyone who donated, who helped us pick up stuff, who helped us sort and price and for those of you who were there to help us man the fort on the garage sale days! God is good!

Blessings


Sunday, May 12, 2013

Mothers Day- What it looks like for me.

Mothers day is always a mixed emotion day for me. I am so blessed and thankful for my amazing mom and mother in law. To my mom who raised me- thank you for you continuous prayers, encouragement, support and showing me what all of these look like as a mom and friend! To my mother in law- thank you for raising the son you did who is now my best friend, a man of God and who treats me so amazingly well! 

I had moments of frustration, sadness, and loneliness today. I think it is normal when you are longing for your child and you have been waiting for 4 mother days to celebrate with a child of your own. I have a family that is amazingly supportive and I am very blessed but nonetheless the day can be hard. 

Before today though the weekend was beyond incredible. Josh and I had held a garage sale fundraiser for our adoption. For the longest time I wasn't sure what a fundraiser would look like for ourselves as I had never done one. At first it felt odd but then it felt amazing. God had a hand in this weekend and knew that the fundraiser was going to be a success (bigger than I could have dreamed of) which in turn helped give me hope for a day like today.

Mothers day is a day to celebrate our moms, moms in our lives and mom-to-be's. I found this letter from another blog and I thought it was appropriate to share to all of those adopted moms and adopted mom-to-be's. 


Dear Mom of an Adopted Child,
I met you in adoption education class. I met you at the agency. I met you at my son’s school. I met you online. I met you on purpose. I met you by accident.
It doesn’t matter. The thing is, I knew you right away. I recognize the fierce determination. The grit. The fight. Because everything about what you have was a decision, and nothing about what you have was easy. You are the kind of woman who Makes.Things.Happen. After all, you made this happen, this family you have.
Maybe you prayed for it. Maybe you had to convince a partner it was the right thing. Maybe you did it alone. Maybe people told you to just be happy with what you had before. Maybe someone told you it simply wasn’t in God’s plans for you to have a child, this child whose hair you now brush lightly from his face. Maybe someone warned you about what happened to their cousin’s neighbor’s friend. Maybe you ignored them.
Maybe you planned for it for years. Maybe an opportunity dropped into your lap. Maybe you depleted your life-savings for it. Maybe it was not your first choice. But maybe it was.
Regardless, I know you. And I see how you hold on so tight. Sometimes too tight. Because that’s what we do, isn’t it?
I know about all those books you read back then. The ones everyone reads about sleep patterns and cloth versus disposable, yes, but the extra ones, too. About dealing with attachment disorders, breast milk banks, babies born addicted to alcohol, cocaine, meth. About cognitive delays, language deficiencies. About counseling support services, tax and insurance issues, open adoption pros and cons, legal rights.
I know about the fingerprinting, the background checks, the credit reports, the interviews, the references. I know about the classes, so many classes. I know the frustration of the never-ending paperwork. The hours of going over finances, of having garage sales and bake sales and whatever-it-takes sales to raise money to afford it all.
I know how you never lost sight of what you wanted.
I know about the match call, the soaring of everything inside you to cloud-height, even higher. And then the tucking of that away because, well, these things fall through, you know.
Maybe you told your mother, a few close friends. Maybe you shouted it to the world. Maybe you allowed yourself to decorate a baby’s room, buy a car seat. Maybe you bought a soft blanket, just that one blanket, and held it to your cheek every night.
I know about your home visits. I know about your knuckles, cracked and bleeding, from cleaning every square inch of your home the night before. I know about you burning the coffee cake and trying to fix your mascara before the social worker rang the doorbell.
And I know about the followup visits, when you hadn’t slept in three weeks because the baby had colic. I know how you wanted so badly to show that you had it all together, even though you were back to working more-than-full-time, maybe without maternity leave, without the family and casseroles and welcome-home balloons and plants.
And I’ve seen you in foreign countries, strange lands, staying in dirty hotels, taking weeks away from work, struggling to understand what’s being promised and what’s not. Struggling to offer your love to a little one who is unsettled and afraid. Waiting, wishing, greeting, loving, flying, nesting, coming home.
I’ve seen you down the street at the hospital when a baby was born, trying to figure out where you belong in the scene that’s emerging. I’ve seen your face as you hear a nurse whisper to the birthmother that she doesn’t have to go through with this. I’ve seen you trying so hard to give this birthmother all of your respect and patience and compassion in those moments—while you bite your lip and close your eyes, not knowing if she will change her mind, if this has all been a dream coming to an abrupt end in a sterile environment. Not knowing if this is your time. Not knowing so much.
I’ve seen you look down into a newborn infant’s eyes, wondering if he’s really yours, wondering if you can quiet your mind and good sense long enough to give yourself over completely.
And then, to have the child in your arms, at home, that first night. His little fingers curled around yours. His warm heart beating against yours.
I know that bliss. The perfect, guarded, hopeful bliss.
I also know about you on adoption day. The nerves that morning, the judge, the formality, the relief, the joy. The letting out of a breath maybe you didn’t even know you were holding for months. Months.
I’ve seen you meet your child’s birthparents and grandparents weeks or years down the road. I’ve seen you share your child with strangers who have his nose, his smile … people who love him because he’s one of them. I’ve seen you hold him in the evenings after those visits, when he’s shaken and confused and really just wants a stuffed animal and to rest his head on your shoulder.
I’ve seen you worry when your child brings home a family tree project from school. Or a request to bring in photos of him and his dad, so that the class can compare traits that are passed down, like blue eyes or square chins. I know you worry, because you can protect your child from a lot of things — but you can’t protect him from being different in a world so intent on celebrating sameness.
I’ve seen you at the doctor’s office, filling out medical histories, leaving blanks, question marks, hoping the little blanks don’t turn into big problems later on.
I’ve seen you answer all of the tough questions, the questions that have to do with why, and love, and how much, and where, and who, and how come, mama? How come?
I’ve seen you wonder how you’ll react the first time you hear the dreaded, “You’re not my real mom.” And I’ve seen you smile softly in the face of that question, remaining calm and loving, until you lock yourself in the bathroom and muffle your soft cries with the sound of the shower.
I’ve seen you cringe just a little when someone says your child is lucky to have you. Because you know with all your being it is the other way around.
But most of all, I want you to know that I’ve seen you look into your child’s eyes. And while you will never see a reflection of your own eyes there, you see something that’s just as powerful: A reflection of your complete and unstoppable love for this person who grew in the midst of your tears and laughter, and who, if torn from you, would be like losing yourself.

Happy Mothers Day to all of you who are moms and who are waiting! God knows all plans! (even when it is hard)
Be Blessed.